Motley Mind

Sad

I’m sad. I’m so fucking sad that I can’t breathe or sleep and I definitely can’t move on. I’m sad. I am sad. I’m so sad that I can’t put one foot in front of the other, and I definitely can’t do it twice. I’m sad. I had a no back up plan to spending…

Delusional Deliverance Sanity

I imagine that most people starring in a reality show… well they know about it. They have met the producers and they can see the film equipment. There are articles and reviews online, funny memes or gifs to prove the show is taped and watched worldwide. People that are in reality shows probably do not…

Infatuation

Why do the lines That make your face. Curve high in the middle Draw tight turn down at the ends. I can’t see green. I just see. Lashes under eyebrows, Hangin low down. Just like the mouth. That dangles below The tip of your nose Pointing at the ground. Shoulders round. Fallin in Protectively Stout…

Us

Don’t move Don’t move Don’t move Unless it’s closer to me Don’t speak Don’t speak don’t speak Thoughts as words have lost Their meaning as I lose Myself in you. You breathe out and I breathe in I want your breath inside of me I want as much of you in me As I…

Tasting Fruit

The room is dark as the night I walked in from and I can see Angling out waiting your arm Inked up and laid out for me Possibility on black cotton sheets And I am more than tipsy I’m past standing strong It’s been to long and I’m ready to give in Who gives a…

Because (under construction)

Because! My life is so damn hard, In a way No One else In the whole wide world… Would EVER understand! Because! My problems are worse than all the billions of people on this planet! Why doesn’t anyone understand it? My life, my pain, my terrible past, Means I get a special pass! The rules you…

Instagramatifaction

First place, that space in life’s race. It’s Hard to win. Fast pace, why do I waste My Steps by strutting them? Losin the lead! While I’m Facebook frontin’. Snapchat my reality. Check-in at the gym For Instagramifaction Selfie stick, blow a kiss! It’s missin satisfaction. Sharp glow exposure high. Crystal clear, still clearly Lie….

Plenty of Fish

Tall fish Tan Fish Sweet Fish Cat fish So many fish Jumping in the boat Why try to catch The ones that don’t? What is the point of Casting a line Putting in effort Really trying To catch the big fish? When there’s so many Tiny night fish. Flipping tricky sticky mouths Open to eat…

Her

I Swallow hard. I’m breathing harder. Like i’m underwater Sounds slow down Cant see farther Than the end of my hand I can barely stand Muscles locked up Heart hammering Airs fierce rushing Blood pounding crushing me low under Tears that Wont Stop coming Swallow them down But they keep fallin Wash my face Pretend…